Suicide isn't the answer...

Everyday after school I'd wonder..."What would happen if I just suddenly died...Who would care?...Who wouldn't care??...Would it make a difference??...."As continued thinking I decided..."My life is too busy to be taken away...I want to help everyone so that they can somehow reach happiness...or a goal...I have too much going on in my life to suddenly die...If I were to die anytime soon I would want it to happen after I have reached two major goals in my life....Knowning that when i left i was happy aswell....