Disrespected

"it's good"
in other words
why don't you just keep it like that
in other words
why don't you just keep it ordinary
in other words
why don't you just keep it the way it is
because there is no way this can get you anywhere
is that what you mean?
because i don't hear anything along the lines of
why aren't you successful
why aren't you taking it further
Well
why aren't you on my side
why aren't you supporting
this,
me?

Parenting

Your compliments
are empty
with no support.

Your words
are suffocating
I cannot speak on my own.

Your belief in me
is nonexistant
and all i can do
is use it to drive
my hard work harder,

to show you that
you were wrong,
though you'll never admit it,
won't even apologize,
but that's all right,

because it'll hit you
like you hit me.

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What Do You Want From Me?

I express my passion to you and you shut it away
like it is pointless
like what i do is preposterous
like what i enjoy will get me nothing in life.
so i try to impress you by changing
but it only worsen,
and instead of shunning it,
you competely disagree with me
and want me to do something,
something you believe much more productive.
Which in my eyes is
boring as hell.

Yes i will agree it is not a bad thing,
but i will never do such a thing,
for it is not me.

But how can you just sit there
and turn everything i love to do
away?
How can you just let me lose myself and fade away
all i can do now is just exist.
no life
no death...

Lies

Everyone does it...
It is inevitable,
they fix nothing,
they are selfish.
The first one,
its reason is
for your own pleasing.
You may seem like making peace,
but War is ready to come,
so you damn well be prepared
for a shitload.