What Do You Want From Me?

I express my passion to you and you shut it away
like it is pointless
like what i do is preposterous
like what i enjoy will get me nothing in life.
so i try to impress you by changing
but it only worsen,
and instead of shunning it,
you competely disagree with me
and want me to do something,
something you believe much more productive.
Which in my eyes is
boring as hell.

Yes i will agree it is not a bad thing,
but i will never do such a thing,
for it is not me.

But how can you just sit there
and turn everything i love to do
away?
How can you just let me lose myself and fade away
all i can do now is just exist.
no life
no death...